If your life turn its back to you kick its arse :)

Wednesday 28 November 2012

New me *-*

I was not born to be skinny and tall.
I was born to be happy and loved.

I was not born to be tore down.
I was born to be a fighter, a warrior and a conqueror.

I am not useless, I am not weak and I am not easy to defeat.
I came to this world to win and achieve the highest goals.

That's it.
I am who I am and I am very proud of it.
I know how to take the best of my capacities.


I enjoy myself in the way I am.

I do not need to follow society's stereotypes. I know that I am beautiful and I know that my personality is something created by my life experience.

I am unique and I am not going to change.
I like myself, I love myself and there is no one or anything that can change it.

I am smiling because I am beautiful :)

Friday 23 November 2012

Everything depends on me



These days, life taught me that no one has to believe in what I believe, no one has to see what I see, no one has to feel what I feel and no one has to think as I think. I learnt that no one has to understand what I do or what I say. No one has to accept my decisions not even to understand them.
No one makes my way on my behalf; no one makes my decisions neither has an effect on them. I make my own path, it’s me who chooses and I make the decisions. Only I and no one else.
I have to pick myself up from my own falls, it is me who has to learn from mistakes and to make a better future.
It is me who has to fight for my happiness, success and future. No one is going to make it, no one wants to make it and no one can make it, because the life is mine and only mine.
I need to understand that it does not matter how much my background is safe neither how strong it is, it won’t bring me success. I have to step forward, defeat my fears, difficulties and nightmares and feel the pain and the sacrifice on my skin, because no one is going to feel for me. My achievements have to be a result of my effort.
In theory, there are some people who care about me who say that they would make the sacrifice of suffering in my behalf. However in practice, we all know that is not possible.
That’s it, in this world I just can count on me. I have to trust on me and love myself. Because, knowing my capacities, knowing that my goals depend on my devotion, sacrifice and commitment, I know that I will make everything to get what I want. No one else is going to do it.
Nothing falls from the sky. I get what I fight for, not what others do. I win what I convince myself to win. I just get that because at least I try. Believing, having hope and trying are the keys to get half of the triumph. It is worthless to turn my back, to give up and to regret. No one is going to care about me or feel sorry. They are right, completely right. It is completely useless to feel like a victim. I will just have the sad feeling of shame.
I just have to bear in mind some great moral values like dignity, self-love, humbleness and simplicity. They are basic, but they can make the difference.
I only have to know that I have value and am able to go far away on my feet. The cross that I carry on my back is mine and only mine. It was designed according to my capacity if carrying it. Hence, everything in my life is bearable.
I am a person like everybody else: strong and skilled. I am not better or worst.
I know that I achieve those goals that I really want to, those aims that I fight with all my power. Because I know that everything depends on me

Thursday 22 November 2012

Purety portrayed in a fabulous way

 A friend of mine sent me this video and lyrics to heal my spirit and soul. It was more than that. I felt blessed.
Thank you!

"Aloha Ke Akua ॐ


Lend your ears, lend your hands,
Lend your movement, anything you can.
Come to teach, come to be taught.
Come in the likeness in the image of God.
Cause, you can be like that.
With all that humbleness, and all that respect.

All of the power invested in me,
be it hard to love my enemies.
All of the black bags over the heads of the dead and dying.

The more I understand about the human race,
the less I comprehend about our purpose and place
and maybe if there was a clearer line
the curiosity would satisfy.

Time based prophecies that kept me from living,
in the moment I am struggling
to trust the divinity of all the guides
and what the hell they have planned for us.

I cry for the creatures who get left behind
but everything will change in a blink of an eye
and if you wish to survive,
you will find the guide inside.

I go back and forth every single day,
the clarity that comes to me in a choppy way,
as the feelings and the places
and the seasons change,
the galaxies remain.

Energy fields cone the body in space.
The angels that are coming from a spiritual waste.
The hate that gets me distant from my spiritual pace.
Ten fold the manna when the planets are in place, in polar alignment.
We're on assignment.
Bodies on consignment.
Return them to the circus.

And what is the purpose?
What is the purpose and would you believe it?
Would you believe it
if you knew what you were for
and how you became so informed?

Bodies of info performing such miracles.
I am a miracle made up of particles
and in this existence,
I'll stay persistent,
and I'll make a difference
and I will have lived it.

Aloha, Aloha Ke Akua, Ke Akua,
Aloha, Aloha, Kuleana, Kuleana.
Aloha, Aloha Ke Akua, Ke Akua,
Aloha, Aloha, Kuleana, Kuleana.

Each day that I wake,
I will praise, I will praise.
Each day that I wake,
I give thanks, I give thanks.
Each day that I wake,
I will praise, I will praise.
Each day that I wake,
I give thanks, I give thanks.

And the day that I don't wake up
and transcend the holy make-up,
I am capable, I am powerful.
And the day that I don't wake up
and transcend the holy makeup,
I am on my way to a different place....

I'm not a leader, just a creature,
seeking the features of a teacher.
Whether you follow or whether you lead
All mysterious ways of nature and I'm into it.
Changing management.

And there are various ways to conquer this monotonous metropolis,
my stubbornness is bottomless,
my fearlessness is talking shit
and I'm wide awake and I'm taking names.

I am not a leader, just a creature.
Seeking the features of a teacher.
Whether you follow or whether you lead
All mysterious ways of nature and I'm into it.
I'm into it.
Changing management.

And there are various ways to conquer this monotonous metropolis,
my stubbornness is bottomless,
my fearlessness is talking shit
and I am wide awake.
And I'm taking names.

And there are various ways to conquer this monotonous metropolis,
my stubbornness is bottomless,
my fearlessness is talking shit,
and I'm wide awake and I'm taking names.

Do you speak to me like you speak to God?
All of the love and understanding between the father and the son?
Do you believe in the perfectness of where you are?
These are my people, these are my children,
this is the land that I would fight for.

My solidarity is telling me to patiently
be moving the musical medicine around the planet in a hurry,
Cuz there's no time to waste.
Got to wake up the people time to stand up and say,
we know what we are for
and how we became so informed.
Bodies of info, performing such miracles.
I am a miracle, made up of particles
and in this existence,
I'll stay persistent
and I'll make a difference
and I will have lived it. ........

Aloha, Aloha Ke Akua, Ke Akua,
Aloha, Aloha, Kuleana, Kuleana.
Aloha, Aloha Ke Akua, Ke Akua,
Aloha, Aloha, Kuleana, Kuleana.

Each day that I wake,
I will praise, I will praise.
Each day that I wake,
I give thanks, I give thanks.
Each day that I wake,
I will praise, I will praise.
Each day that I wake,
I give thanks, I give thanks.

And the day that I don't wake up
and transcend the holy make-up,
I am capable, Hm that's right,
I am powerful.
And the day that I don't wake up and transcend the holy make-up,
I am on my way to a different place!

Aloha, Aloha Ke Akua, Ke Akua,
Aloha, Aloha, Kuleana, Kuleana.
Aloha, Aloha Ke Akua, Ke Akua,
Aloha, Aloha, Kuleana, Kuleana.

ॐ"

Music by Nahko - Aloha Ke Akua.
Visual production by The Mates Group for Estrellas Del Bicentario.
Shot in Mexico with Phantom & Red One Cameras.

Tuesday 20 November 2012

Bad day

Some days you want to be on your own.
You do not want to see or talk to someone. You just want to be alone.

Those days you make questions to yourself, you think about yourself and about the world...
....

You feel that nothing makes sense, you think that all your effort is in vain. Your will of living is fading away.

You see that the world is better without you, you believe that no one cares about you.

You try to find strength to change that feeling but the darkness doesn't let you
You try to find positive thoughts but only mean words come to your mind
You try to find hope and look to the bright side but the cruel voices and the evil laughs of your bad memories remind you that you are just a toy in people hands.

Everyone can kick you because you are not strong enough to stop them
Everyone can spit in your face because you are so  worthless.

Who cares about you?
Who cares about your insignificance?

No one, no one and no one.

And then you realise that you are the only one who sees things that way.

Sunday 18 November 2012

"To choose one side you have to understand both"


This is one of my favourite adverts ever. It portrays a massive reality throughout the countries in crises.  People manifest, police have to stop them and mostly each side does not understand the other.
It is always important to know both sides, to know their feelings, their thoughts and their ideas. Otherwise you don't have the knowledge to pick one and say "this is the best and correct side"

Saturday 17 November 2012

Fatty? Skinny? Does it really matter?

Why do beauty has to be a concept? Why? That's ridiculous. That's just stupid.
Someone woke up in the morning and decided to create a concept...a concept of beauty based on numbers. How did he dare?

According to my point of view everyone is beautiful. Every single person has his special features.
It doesn't matter the weight that someone has, it doesn't matter how tall he or she is. It is so irrelevant.
Measures define nothing. Numbers can't be a way of labelling. 

It is very important that we love ourselves, it is crucial that we respect our body and accept it. It carries a lot throughout our lives.

You can't compare your body with other peoples body. You can't feel inferior if you have more or less weight, if you are taller or smaller.
You are what you are and that's it. You are special because no one is like you.

If someone one starts insulting you based on your weight, you won't take it serious. You know why? Because, no one has the right to judge you :)

No one can classify you inferior, ugly or useless. NO ONE

Society likes to underline that being fatty is awful, a shame and a terrible nightmare.
But you know what? It is not necessarily true. 
Curves are beautiful :)

People also like to judge skinny people, saying that they are a pair of bones. But I have something to tell you. Shut them up! 

Some individuals are just jealous others simply like to tear people down.


However equilibrium is always important. Obesity and extreme thinness are not healthy. And this is really important to bear in mind.

You are beautiful in the way you are. But you can't think it means you do not have to look after your well-being and healthy.
This is a great factor of beauty, the way you treat your body is something important to consider.

Well, apart from that enjoy yourself.
Forget the stupid society labels.
Do not give a damn about what the others think about you. If you like yourself, you'll care about yourself and if you care, you'll enjoy yourself. :)


Please do me a favour :) Love yourself and also forget those who do not give you value.

Monday 12 November 2012

Motivate yourself, you can go further than that :)

There are some days that we feel tired of trying, fed up of putting all of our effort and the result is far away from what we were expecting.
We all have these days, we are all humans.

But, is this the reason to give up?
No, of course not :)

Why do we have to surrender when we have a lot more to give?
We have always a lot to give.

Do not feel sad if you fail, it means that something better is coming. Be Patient.

You can just feel the victory if you know how it feels to be defeated.

Motivate yourself!

Life is a path full of curves, holes and obstacles. No one said that it would be easy. Every single fall is a lesson :)
Take the best of your fails and mistakes and learn. Improve yourself!


You can go always further. Your way has just started.
Never lose your motivation.

If you need support ask for it, no one is alone in this big world :)
Make things happen, you are in the control of your life :)

Find the motivation you need and fight, go and conquer the world

 Never let the light inside your heart fade away. Never let your beliefs die.
Step by step you achieve what you want, sooner or later your dreams come true.

Just keep motivated. :)


Saturday 10 November 2012

Keep the judgments with you *



Alright you met me and you know my name and so? What makes you think that you can judge me? What makes you think that you know my life?
You can see my smiles, but you can’t see my tears. So, don’t say that my life is easy and perfect. It is not…
You can see me conquering my dreams, however you never saw my fights, my falls and my despairs.  Hence you can’t say that in my life everything falls from the sky, because it doesn’t.
You can look at me and I don’t say a thing. Do I have to? I might be suffering inside. Which rights do you have to label me and call me weird or a false person?
Yes you know my name but you don’t know my life, my story and my path.

So fuck off and live your life because I am living mine.

Friday 9 November 2012

" Hall of fame "

When I can not find the words to describe what I think there is always a song which can do it.
"
(...)

You could be the greatest
You can be the best
You can be the king kong banging on your chest

You could beat the world
You could beat the war
You could talk to God, go banging on his door

You can throw your hands up
You can be the clock
You can move a mountain
You can break rocks
You can be a master
Don't wait for luck
Dedicate yourself and you can find yourse

(...)

You could go the distance
You could run the mile
You could walk straight through hell with a smile

You could be the hero
You could get the gold
Breaking all the records that thought never could be broke

(...)

Do it for your people
Do it for your pride
Never gonna know if you never even try

Do it for your counrty
Do it for you name
Cause there's gonna be a day

When your, standing in the hall of fame
And the world's gonna know your name
Cause you burn with the brightest flame 


Be a champion, Be a champion, Be a champion, Be a champion
"

From the Song "Hall of Fame" by the Script feat w.i.am

Thursday 8 November 2012

*phrases from the heart*

We weren't born to be Perfect
We were born to be Happy


We weren't born to please someone
We were born to love ourselves

We weren't born to be someone else
We were born to be unique
 

Wednesday 7 November 2012

Trust in yourself *



There are some important rules for those who want to go far in any area in their lives.
         “Self-Confidence” is the word. If you trust in your capacities, if you believe in your skills and if you know that you are able to do anything, you will have half way done to succeed.
         Do not give up at the first fall, do not stress at the first trouble. We all have them and we all can go through them.
         It is forbidden to say that you are less able than the other to do a task. No one is better than you, no one is more skilled than you in average. It does not matter if someone can achieve high grades in a specific area, because you will get other stuff quite easier. Hence, it is pointless to victimize yourself.
         We all have weaknesses and we all have moments of darkness and despair. However all the bad moments fade way, nothing lasts forever and you have to fight against the bad thoughts about yourself, to defeat all the demons in your mind that tear you down and make you believe that you are weak.
        Trust in yourself, you have to bear in mind that you can do it. Why not? BELIEVE, HAVE SELF-CONFIDENCE. Stop saying "I can not do it". Say instead "Yes I can do it, Yes I am skilled, Yes I will achieve my goals"


         If your life is going in the wrong way, you can change your path. Only you can make the things happen. You are the main character of your life. So treat yourself kindly because if you go
t this far, you will go even further. 

And smile :) Because you are beautiful *

Monday 5 November 2012

Be Loved (L)

It is amazing to love. Love things, love people and love the world. We can consider a quality to have the capacity of loving.
However even more special than to love is to be loved. Be loved by someone is something with no explanation. It is wonderful to know that there is a person who accepts us like we are, who accepts what we have to give and who respects our personality and our life. There is no need for masks or fears.
When the love is true, all the rest comes attached. The confidence, the respect, the friendship and so on.

 I am loved, and it makes me feel so happy. It gives me reasons to wake up with will and live my day with strength.
Every single morning you say how beautiful I am. Every single night you say that tomorrow you will love me even more.  Day after day you show me that the love has no limits.

Thank you for loving me. Thank you for making me special. Thank you for rocking my world.
I love you with all my soul
You love me with all your soul
Together we are one
We were born to love each other.